29/5/19 ^^^Do not burn bridges

I decided not to do anything to Els.  That is the best way to deal with the whole thing.  She is very fragile.

I don't want to be a Dickhead.  That is my mercy.  I can do it but I hold back.

The Closure - too pathetic

@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm  Hi baby, I decided to switch to another station from now on.  It's personal OK.  You are personal to me.  So rather than say something I might regret, I might as well get on with my life.  Good bye baby.  I will always love you.  Til eternity

I think I can have it good here in Fly.fm.  The commercial is a bit too overwhelming but the songs are pretty aligned to the Cybernetic Loop.

Unless I just don't give a fuck about what's going on and continue to give:

@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm  Hi baby,  “A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.” 

― Elbert Hubbard

Enjoy life while you are single.  They did a survey and found out that the happiest people are single women without kids.  Hold on to innocence hon.

I am doing this not for her to feel good.  It's for me to feel good Sarah.  To know that 3 times I can be a dickhead but in the end I choose to be merciful.

That is the power of choice.  However if that day I choose to be nasty, I can still do it.  This is not about that.  It is easy to be a dickhead.  The challenge is how not to be one.

As I said, my aspiration with Els is to make her shine.  I don't think I can do that by being a dickhead.  I am like a parent trying to instill good values to his kid.  To tight it will break, too loose it will slip away.

So in the end I got to practice kindness.  Bikz and a few other are waiting to see her crumble.  I cannot be in the same mindset.  I am a grey hair.

@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm I am a grey hair honey so let me say this; when you are young make as many mistakes as possible.  These mistakes are lessons as long as you willing to learn from them.  Then move forward quickly.  Stay sharp Sweet Troll.

OK, I'm satisfied.  I did my part to warn her of the mistake she is about to make.  She won't listen but she will remember that that at one point of her life I did the right thing.

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