Basically I have to accept the reality of things. That is as a warrior I walk alone. All that I had done so far were tasks that I had to accomplish for other people.
What do I want for myself? If I dive deep into myself, all I want is to be loved. That love then will create a feeling of certainty.
Now that I had that from Sarah, it is no longer necessary for me to obtain it elsewhere. That love is then the power generator for me to reflect to the rest of the creations.
Therefore, knowing that Sarah loves me unconditionally is the main source of my existence, my reason of being. It is from there I am able to love my family, my parents and the rest.
Sarah is the key really. She is truly my Eternal Flame. Without Sarah I will be walking in the dark.
For simplification purposes I only focus on expressing my love for her. She is the essence. The rest are the spillover from this experience
It is reciprocal. Together we become more. Only then will I be able to cascade that feeling down.
Sarah is my fountain. She quenched my thirst. She invoked my brutal sex drive. I cannot get that from Lizzie and and far from it with Els.
The love Sarah gave me is like the torch lighting my Path. All these while I was walking in the dark, stumbling as I move along.
Therefore now that I got her, I don't need to find any other. I already hit the mother lode.
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Yes I said I am opening White Space to others but really if you ask me what I honestly want, none other tha[t] to spend the rest of my life with Sarah. I had found my True Love. There is no other that can match my feelings for her. While Els, Lizzie and the kids are for the formation of Sparta 4964, Sarah is my true desire.
I may not know the person behind the veil, but I am certain that I am hooked on her because of her devotion to me. I will never find anybody as committed and as loving as her when comes to accepting me with her open heart..
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@elsDines This was the night before. Honey, you are my Sweet Troll. Sarah is my Eternal Flame. Lizzie is my Great Nothingness. The feeling of love is different although I love you all pretty much the same: …https://becomingathlete4lifemay2019.blogspot.com/2019/05/30519-i-guess-i-write-something-before.html …
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