Had peanut butter and crackers for lunch. Then I dropped Lizzie at the mall.
Upon coming back I listen to Fly.fm.
This is my thoughts for the day. I think tomorrow I'll give Els a bitter sweet pill. This is what I had in mind:
First dose
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm So you are back with Travis huh? Seriously hon? After 1 year moping on national radio you took the vagabond back? Once a mirror cracked you can never mend it. Been there baby. You'll see...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JyBzSx92kdA
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm What can I say. After all been said & done, you are just a chick. And chicks being chicks think with their hearts. They never learn. You are about to commit a major mistake & all I can do is watch. Oh well, just another brick in the wall.
Actually Fly.fm is quite a good station. I found out [] [] within 60 minutes of air time, 20 minutes is commercial.
I have to bear with it. Their songs are the most recent.
This song is quite popular now:
When I listen to Fly.fm, I realized that TraXX talks too much. The songs here are better but the frequency of repeat is higher.
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Hey honey, I just remember something:
You think you can make an honest man out of me? A Thief of Hearts?
This song is on air:
You know what was my thoughts about Els? Last night before I fell asleep I said to myself, just let her go. Everybody need to go through the growing pain. She's not a child anymore. She'll learn.
As a grey hair it is my duty to advise. She still have to go through the experience to learn first hand. As for me, I have no regrets. I had given her my best shot and I still have the emails as evidence. All I can say, I managed to capture the walled city after slightly less than a year. This is in a way my trophies:
In a twisted way this is my source of satisfaction:
Second, I've experienced betrayal and heartbreak first-hand. Yes, obviously. I've ended a friendship. That's a long story for another day but basically, I'm just here to tell you that when someone says "I'll always be here for you", even if it's coming from a 50-year-old, always trust ACTIONS instead of words - unless of course if that person is one of your family members.
The friendship I've had with person has been amazing - a roller coaster ride would be an understatement. It's like you've known that person in a past life or something like that (if you believe in that kind of thing). But of course, I put my trust in the wrong person, thinking he is older and wiser, but that's really not the case. Do I regret knowing this person? Absolutely. Do I regret the experience? No. Because we were best friends at one point. He was someone I'd do almost anything for.
Again, I'm here to tell you that even though there are bad people in this world, people who mistreat you, you can always be the bigger person and let it go. Everything will be OK. Take it from me, someone who's literally been hurt over and over again by that same person.
The friendship I've had with person has been amazing - a roller coaster ride would be an understatement. It's like you've known that person in a past life or something like that (if you believe in that kind of thing). But of course, I put my trust in the wrong person, thinking he is older and wiser, but that's really not the case. Do I regret knowing this person? Absolutely. Do I regret the experience? No. Because we were best friends at one point. He was someone I'd do almost anything for.
Again, I'm here to tell you that even though there are bad people in this world, people who mistreat you, you can always be the bigger person and let it go. Everything will be OK. Take it from me, someone who's literally been hurt over and over again by that same person.
As I said, Els is a baby. So I will cherish the experience but as far as I'm concern, I not turned on by her. Honestly honey, it a paternal love bordering along pet love LOL.
Hey let's watch Iliza Schlessinger. I laughed so much last night.
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