Same goes with Chedet. Basically I am sensitive to external stimulus. Therefore I need a positive input.
Fly.fm is good.
There is another option with Els, which is to do nothing. I think I just do that. I have it good here. I don't need to revert to TraXX.
That is part of the resolution I am making for this year. No Chedet, no TraXX and no Els. If I can do that then I am successful in my attempt to detach from External Affairs.
I will be free to be on my own. To mind my own business.
Let's take it easy tonight. Lets watch a movie.
I watched this for the second time:
Sarah my darling wife, I now know that this is the life I was destined to live. We were meant to be together.
Perhaps there is no purpose other than for us to fall in love. You were meant to heal me. That is a great purpose as any purpose out there. I don't need to know other purposes than you are meant for me.
What say you hon, from now onward we cruise the Sailbad the Sinner. We make the best of our lives from this point on. Forget about anything else. Our voyage had begun 3 years ago. All it takes is another 22 years to reach our destination.
Imagine Sarah, we have the whole ship to ourselves. Besides us it's just Lizzie, the kids and Al Araf 7:7 as the crew. We are ascending Sparta 4964 to the White Space. Even now our journey is progressing through time. We will be ascending 2020, 2024 and eventually 2041.
Come to think of it, I am already at the bridge overseeing the voyage. This is already the journey through time and space. Earth is just a backdrop.
What I'm trying to say here is we are on a trajectory and thus we are actually time in motion. White Space in that sense is a destination in time as it is a place in space.
Most of the time when we talk about a destination, we are talking about distance. Never do we talk about it in term of time. Well suppose... as a possibility, the place is here but on a different time, will we not have White Space on earth all along?
Already, Sparta 4964 is revolving around 83, BU 2/2. Will it be possible that White Space is the very CCC where Al Araf 7:7 as the Inti Padu (Solid Core) is situated? Will it not be possible that I am already home in White Space all along and I am not a journey moving from point A to point B but from TIME A to TIME B?
If that is the case, I am already in the highest heaven and I AM living my life as it should be in White Space. All I got to do is utilize all that are presented on my plate like Bukit Kiara and Lembah Kiara and lo! I am within Xanadu and Wolfsschanze. This then becomes the sweetest spot on earth to be in.
I have to say this Sarah, there is no place like Bandar Utama. I have the city life and within 15 minutes drive I am in the presence of the only forest reserve in Kuala Lumpur. What a combination.
Beyond the convenience of the various facilities, what is more profound is how miraculous everything is about my life. Everything falls in place like a laser cut jigsaw puzzle.
That is a confirmed testimony that you and I are by no means a product of chance. We are destined to meet and fall in love.
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