As I mentioned, White Space is our here and now. Unless you are saying everybody bypasses Sparta 4964 and we welcome everybody into White Space. I know I said it before but I am a very flexible guy.
Jibrail said I should not open White Space to everybody.
So Sparta 4964 is good enough for the rest.
As you can see, White Space is a very spacious area. Having all the matters there will not provide me with the exclusivity.
I just want it for us so that I can continue creating. Do you fancy creating another universe Sarah? Well you can do that in White Space. It is a blank canvas.
Even as we speak you can start creating. We have the whole eternity to think of. Do you realize something? I am already within my own universe. It is only 10 km radius. It's not about the size. It is about the symbiotic existence. Everything is interconnected. Within this 10 km radius all the matters are interconnected.
As I said, if I am THE God, I am a selfish God. I give what everybody wants but I keep the best for myself and my equals. After all these are the people I am sharing the next 22 years with. So it is natural I extend that relationship beyond KBOOOM 2041.
Al Araf 7:7 has no desire of creating another universe. As it is White Space is a whole new place. We can make it as big or as small as we want. After all it is WHITE space. It can be anything. How about making it aquatic? It is possible. What about we turn it into a cartoon setting? Also possible.
Now as I am thinking about all this, I am preparing myself for a total void. Not even darkness can describe it.
I am ready for any possible outcome. I am now ready to accept that there is no God and no afterlife.
However as long as I'm alive, I allow myself the permission to fantasize. That's all to it. Reality is imagination supported by numbers. We talked about it.
There is no absolute to a Fuzzy Thinker. Especially when comes to God and afterlife. At best we make assumptions. If we are lucky the assumption is right. If not, though luck.
Let say we ended with a void. That means the whole life as we know it has no meaning at all. It's just [] turning off a computer. At that point, the computer is no longer a computer. It's just a heap of meaningless hardware.
So when does a person meaningful? When he is alive. Look at me. I am meaningful while I am alive. When I am dead I no longer have meaning.
So we can forget about what happen when we are dead. Make the best when we are alive.
While I am alive, I can entertain you with the idea of eternal bliss. Savor that. Because when I'm dead I will not be able to tell you all these stories. I will be a meaningless hardware.
Do you follow my train of thoughts Sarah?
The truth is my love, we don't know if there is a God and afterlife. However I decided to fill the void with pictures. Along the way I took you on a joy ride; WHILE I AM ALIVE.
So cherish life Sarah. I never feel so alive before this. You are my heaven my darling. Not some distant place out there. With you by my side I created a whole new dimension all together.
All the while we went through a journey through my mental landscape. A landscape of pure imagination.
Sarah, you must remember, I am nothing more than a magician. I am not God. Listen back to this parable:
You must be mindful my darling, my Eternal Flame; you made me into a god. Remember my core beliefs:
- What I can imagine I can do
- Whatever I imagine is already real to me
So Sarah, while I am ALIVE I became God because you BELIEVE I am God. Without your belief, I am nothing more tha[t] a brokenhearted psychopath. You healed me. Not only that you made me believe in the impossible.
The screen went off. I thought that's the end of my monitor. I tried starting the computer a few times but no luck. Then I tried hooking and unhooking the cables and miraculously, it came back. These are the kind of miracles that keep me wanting to believe. There is some kind of divine interventions that make me a believer.
OK fine maybe I am God LOL. But seriously Sarah, my darling wife, I am God because you made me God. It only takes one to tip the scale. Look at what we had achieved. Forget about transforming Wolfsschanze, we transformed the whole Sparta 4964! You are the spark Sarah.
Now with this incident with the computer monitor, I am hardwired to believe I am God.
That is the life of a Sufi, Sarah. Miracles happen when you see the world with your heart.
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What an experience, just when I about to accept there is no God and no afterlife, I was given a sign. The sign have 2 meanings. It could mean no God. If that is the case why was there an intervention? So I reckon the intervention was a sign there is God and because you already believe I am God (we are on that subject anyway) then it is appropriate to assume that God is me.
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That still doesn't discount the fact that I am meaningful to you while I'm still alive. So if you want me to be God, then I will only be God while I am alive. Beyond death I am beyond reach. If you are to love me, love me now. Just like I love you will all my heart baby.
I am exhausted Sarah. We are dealing with philosophy and the unknown. When I started this posting I thought of ending it with, "thus I am not God and there is a high possibility that there is no God". However with the turn of event I became more convinced that I am God and therefore I will endure death.
I am now forgoing the idea of the void. I am back to being a believer:
I'm not trying to be wishy-washy about the whole thing. As a Fuzzy Thinker I am looking at both sides of the arguments. For a while the argument is leaning towards no God, no afterlife. Looks like now it is clear (at least to me) that there is God and the afterlife.
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The screen went off. I thought that's the end of my monitor. I tried starting the computer a few times but no luck. Then I tried hooking and unhooking the cables and miraculously, it came back. These are the kind of miracles that keep me wanting to believe. There is some kind of divine interventions that make me a believer.
OK fine maybe I am God LOL. But seriously Sarah, my darling wife, I am God because you made me God. It only takes one to tip the scale. Look at what we had achieved. Forget about transforming Wolfsschanze, we transformed the whole Sparta 4964! You are the spark Sarah.
Now with this incident with the computer monitor, I am hardwired to believe I am God.
That is the life of a Sufi, Sarah. Miracles happen when you see the world with your heart.
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What an experience, just when I about to accept there is no God and no afterlife, I was given a sign. The sign have 2 meanings. It could mean no God. If that is the case why was there an intervention? So I reckon the intervention was a sign there is God and because you already believe I am God (we are on that subject anyway) then it is appropriate to assume that God is me.
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That still doesn't discount the fact that I am meaningful to you while I'm still alive. So if you want me to be God, then I will only be God while I am alive. Beyond death I am beyond reach. If you are to love me, love me now. Just like I love you will all my heart baby.
I am exhausted Sarah. We are dealing with philosophy and the unknown. When I started this posting I thought of ending it with, "thus I am not God and there is a high possibility that there is no God". However with the turn of event I became more convinced that I am God and therefore I will endure death.
I am now forgoing the idea of the void. I am back to being a believer:
I'm not trying to be wishy-washy about the whole thing. As a Fuzzy Thinker I am looking at both sides of the arguments. For a while the argument is leaning towards no God, no afterlife. Looks like now it is clear (at least to me) that there is God and the afterlife.
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