Basically I ramble about what comes to mind because I am mainly reflecting on things that I write.
I don't have many things to talk about really. After 2 1/2 years of talking, I tend to repeat the same thoughts over and over again.
I do like to talk about things that make me better. So let see what I have achieve so far.
I had developed 6 models that shaped my thinking process.
This model basically establish the foundation of my thoughts in being with you. Without the certainty of your unconditional love, I would not have successfully recovered from my illness.
Next we develop the foundation of rationalizing our actions dealing with the future:
Then we set the future. Again based on models.
The first premise is the attainment of White Space through the embarkation of Sailbad the Sinner.
The second premise is the development of the Adjoining Croissant through the synthesis of Sparta 4964.
This is the ideal:
This is the more realistic expectation:
So Sarah, you are not wrong in saying that I am God. We all are gods. So happen I have the inspiration to go where I went. Other people like Dante had a different kind of inspiration:
Remember, I started with this:
Then it became this:
Then without knowing about Dante's work then, it became this:
Is it a coincidence AGAIN?
As it is a coincidence that I have the same inspiration as Van Gogh?
The impetus of the inspiration must come from the same source. I am just a conduit. Much like I am the Clockwork Orange as I am now the Gyro Horology.
It has to be a collective. Just like little frogs come from a big frog, so are creators come from a Creator. That is why I said I am an instrument to this Infinite Intelligence. Otherwise I cannot have created Al Araf 7:7 on my own!
Brb...
There is only one other possibility. That I am the Infinite Intelligence but I am in denial. I am pretty sure that is not possible because I don't know about so many things. So I CANNOT be God. I am only an instrument of God just like you and the rest of the matters. There is still a First Cause. I only identified Her as Zero and I am Her instrument.
Another reason is, I was a Clockwork Orange. Surely as a machine (a Swiss Samurai Cyborg) I have a maker; I have an owner. I cannot be a self-directing cyborg without a Prime Directive. *I[s] makes no sense unless I am the one (the Prime) who is directing me (the Factor).
I had thought much about it. These are the two possibilities. Either there is a greater God than me or there is a greater me than me. Both are plausible answers.
* Darn it Sarah, you are so certain I am God aren't you?
Either way, I am somewhere up there in the value chain. So I am not worried much. I am already among the fortunate ones.
As it is I am already living the life of privilege although I have very little money. As poor as I am I can still give to my family, I can save, I can buy all the things I desire. On top of that I have 2 wives for me to [] just.
As it is I am already in the White Space. All I got to do is be that person I want to be. If I don't put the bar so high and be a true Fuzzy Thinker like depicted in this diagram:
Then the midway as mentioned by Buddha is the best:
That is the Sweet Spot of Sanity. Making me a bit of everything. With this model I don't have to run races but I still run on regular basis. I probably skip breakfast but eat 16/8 LCHF for lunch. I drink my 3-in-1 coffee in the afternoon and have rice for dinner. I still listen to TraXX Sound Journey on Friday nights and I exercise 6 days a week instead of being ambitious doing morning and afternoon 7 days a week.
I think I do that. By doing that I'm not depriving myself of the 3-in-1 coffee and rice. Also I can still enjoy my Saturdays and wash my car on alternate Sundays.
However I still aim for 57 kg and run 2020 marathon as my ideals.
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Let's review past postings before I write the last posting for the day...
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