Iliza Shelesinger is really at the top of her game. I too have to move up in my own game. We all have to.
While I move one notch up, I want you to do the same baby. You are my Shining Star. The only one. Much like Star Wars huh? One master and one student.
Even those vulgar remarks were lessons. I hope you take them as a learning experience. Awww fuck! Those are all orchestrated honeeey. You know how many days it took me to think it through? 3 days. I tried very hard to make it look spontaneous with jokes and everything.
Do you think a seasoned swordsman will wield his swords aimlessly? I did all that for you babe. All the thinking and all the preparations and flow of the story line. They were all choreographed. For what? TO MAKE YOU THINK!
I can tell you in a straight forward manner but you will forget. I wanted to penetrate your belief system. So I tell you a story instead. A story can be a metaphor, a parable, an illustration, a personal encounter or even borrowed from another story. What counts is I did that because I love you AND I meant well.
My method may be unconventional but I hope to drive my point home.
If you don't know me by now, then you hardly know who you really are. If you believe I am your God, then you should accept that I only have good intention for you. I may not be your Mr Flavor of the Month but still I am Ayah the Good God.
If we can have that understanding then I say I have succeeded in being a good father and husband to you.
In case you still don't get it, read the two books I asked you to read.
What I want as a God eventually is a collective; not power, not money, not even sex. I want to move to the Oneness. I want to be with my soulmates. I think that's cool.
Brb... Lunch.
I not going to get philosophical about it, All I'm saying is that by presenting the good and the bad sides of me, you then can see me as who I am. Hopefully you will realize this guy actually meant well even though he can be a dickhead.
Which do you prefer? A without wax dickhead or a sweet talking lady killer?
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