Until I can achieve the status of Athlete4Life, I will have to manage the quadrants sensibly. The way to do it is through diet and exercise. After all that is the goal I am aiming for. I must believe that recovery is possible.
Based on evidence at hand this is the most desirable outcome:
As you can see, the least desirable is to be the Sloth. It is a very depressing state. I don't mind the notion that I am God because I believe we are all gods. The only thing is I am not comfortable to think that I am THE God.
So all and all you are looking at a lifelong journey to Virtual Perfection. It's a tall order I must say but I am up to it. This is a Vision Quest that will last a lifetime.
Along the way I have to accept that I am working within a paradigm of a man trying to be fully functioning.
So I really appreciate your company baby. Without you I am literally alone on this journey.
You know Sarah, I am very relieved that to know that you are by my side.
I still believe we are meant to be in the White Space. It will not be the same without you.
Nevertheless, let's move forward. Let's aim for Virtual Perfection. Even if eternity is not forthcoming, at least we live our life to the fullest. You agree?
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Sashi called just now to talk about his trip to The Louvre, Paris. I cut him short. I'm not interested to listen to him for the next one hour talk cock sing song. I got to send Mopey to an open house.
Honey, I'm so relieved I no longer listen to TraXX and Els. I think that's part of my recovery as well.
If I can do away with Dreams of Mirrors, Facebook and Chedet, I think I'll be OK just rambling my life away here.
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