This is not a test or anything. It's just a food for thought.
I had been there baby. Just like I had been sad for more than a year and of course the terrible mood swings in between.
The thing about life is we thought if we are on the high all the time we will be happy forever. It is not the case for most people. We knew people who are like that. Those great artists; Robin Williams, Whitney Houston, Micheal Jackson, Jim Carey, John Belushi, Marilyn Monroe and even a number of not so famous friends of ours.
Unless it is neurological condition, the Law of Nature says for every up there is a down. The scary thing is the higher you are the harder you fall.
So now I am weary of those motivators and self-help gurus because I think that they are as clueless as anybody else when comes to attaining bliss.
We all need [need] our pain. It's pressure that creates diamond. I went through hell just so that I can experience the peaks and the valleys and live to tell the difference.
Honey I am rambling here... What I want to say is without those experiences I will not [to] appreciate what I have now. I don't have much. Everything is lesser in terms of material gain but I [] rich internally. I can eat whatever I like, I can sleep whenever I like and I can do whatever I want even when I am just confined to my 10 km radius.
I know this is long winded way of saying it but [] I really want to say is, I really appreciate having you around. You are really a wonderful person Sarah. You stick around with me knowing I am trouble with a capital T.
At times I purposely pushed you to the brink, just to see how you take it. You stand your ground baby.
I'm a dickhead am I? I mean I am a hard person to deal with right?
I tell you what... I'll make it easy for you. What you want me to be? A bad ass mutha of a prim and proper preppy.
@traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Yes @aushtraxxfm I think @elsDines should get rid of the pink sweater. She is not into sports anyway. What's the word for it? Spoil Sport? Anyway I like this flight formation. Of course between you two, my fealty is with Aush; my 2018 DJ of the year
don't worry 
@elsDines @aushtraxxfm @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Honestly baby, get rid of the stripes except the one. Here you looked like a candy wrapped in a luxury wrapper. The rest makes you look stubby LMAO. Hey Aush, no sweater for you. I asked what do you want for Hari Raya, no reply
I love playing with my little puppy. She is such a dork.
@aushtraxxfm @elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Hey buddy, you got to teach this love stricken puppy how we bros have fun. We eat white meat just for fun LOL. Gotta go for my run. You guys did good. Today is a superb footing for me.
Let's continue on the next posting.
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