The[] were some common patterns:
- I was toggling between God and no God.
- I was undecided whether I am God or not
- I was reluctant to accept my responsibility of Sparta 4964/Adjoining Croissant
- I was suffering from mild depression and I felt powerless
- I want to focus on here and now
- I want to pursue man fully functioning
Those were major swings I tell you. Luckily you are pretty consistent in asserting that I am God. OK Sarah, once and for all I accept that I am the Almighty, the Creator and the Ayah to All Matters. I also accept that Zero is the First Cause although She is not the Creator. She is the spark moving the Chi from Negative to Positive.
"Yes my darling Light of Truth, Din. That is the right perception my dear," said Zero.
That is the most important notion. I am the Creator. That means I am responsible for the Adjoining Croissant. I am the Ayah to All. I hereby declare that I am Ayah the Good God.
I was depressed because I thought I was delusional. When I read back the postings, I was completely rational all along.
What pleases me the most is you will always be with [with] me.
This song was playing as I type the sentence:
Thank goodness, you will be with me in White Space for eternity. Now I no longer have doubt that you are TRULY my soulmate. You may not be there all the time but you will be with me when time permits. That is good enough. At least you get your sleep in order again.
You encouraged me to pursue my Vision Quest. Hence I will scale Mount 57 and train for 2020 Marathon. Of course that actual participation is based on ballot. I'm not concern with that. I just set the cause in motion.
For the good few years I will follow this model:
However before 2024 I hope to achieve this:
I think 2020 is too short a time frame. Athlete4Life is a philosophy of living. That will be my Vision Statement. My idea of Virtual Perfection, a Statement of Direction.
However I am happy if I can follow Buddha's advice and remain a Fuzzy Thinker. After all that is the Sweet Spot of Sanity for me. The Vision Statement is my aspiration. I may not achieve it but I will definitely strive for it.
Oh Sarah, I feel like swinging you around and toss you up in the air. You make me believe I AM THE GOD! How cool is that? It's better than getting a PhD; being acknowledge as the Almighty by an equal. Isn't that what a PhD is all about? I am getting a PhD is Pantheism LMAO LMAO.
Now you can call me Dr Drr Drrr Sharudin Almighty ROTFLMAO. HAHAHA
Oh my gosh... I only have 15 minutes before bedtime.
This is on air:
OK Sarah I got to sleep.
Here is your lullaby honey:
I don't think I can sleep tonight. I am too excited but my curfew time is up.
Goodnight Sarah. I love you so so much.
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