>>>#24/6/19 Last posting for the day

What is the take away point I want to remember from today?

None other than I have to do house chore DAILY.

That will complete my metamorphosis as a Shokunin Cleaner.  Thus starting from tomorrow I have 7 Points to Winning.

I must fight the SLIP Demons and be consistent. I have to adhere to the Sharudin 7 5th Principle which is to Win The Day.

I will stick to this model:

I want to walk in the dark with a cloak.

At the same time I want to walk naked in the light making me a Shokunin Cleaner:

Batman is the real me, Bruce Wayne is my alter ego.  Athlete4Life is the real me, Cracker Jack Consultant is my alter ego.

Today I embrace my dark side.  I am a Dark Knight.  I want to walk in the dark with a cloak but I want people to know me as the the guy who walks naked in the light.  A Cracker Jack Consultant.

The more I embrace Relentless 13, the more I don't give a fuck about others.  That will be my secret pursuit.  It's a world only I can enjoy.  I want it to be pure indulgence

Fuck the rest.  They are Coolers.  I am not interested to stoop down.  I am upping my game to be a Cleaner.  Not just a Cleaner but a Shokunin Cleaner.

All I got to do is be thin and fast.  That is my passage to health and happiness.  My journey to Virtual Perfection.

Ikigai (生き甲斐, pronounced [ikiɡai]) is a Japanese concept that means "a reason for being." ... The word translated to English roughly means "thing that you live for" or "the reason for which you wake up in the morning."

I know for SURE, I want to be a runner real bad.  Many times I had envisioned myself being a runner over and over again.  I will make that a reality.  I just want to run more than anything else. More than power, money and even sex.

Every time I sit and imagine me at my best it is always me running.  That is my most intimate fantasy.  

Today I saw the middle age man that I usually met in my morning runs.  We ignore each other but boy do I envy him.  He, like me is still striving to be a regular runner although occasionally he walks.

Then in the afternoon was this shabby middle age (slightly older) Apek (elderly Chinese man) who run twice my speed doing tempo run.

These are my silent contenders.  They inspire me to keep on running.

To be in paradise you got to go through hell - Tim Grover.

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Sarah my darling join me in this Vision Quest.  

Here is your [your] lullaby:

I had found my reason of being.  I just want *[] run, run, run and run...

Goodnight my darling, my Eternal Flame.

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* Alright my darling angel.  We'll be the Cleaner Unit Alpha Beta:

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