Looks like I will be sleeping as 2 am tonight.
The Lego Movie 2 was really awesome. I didn't watch the first one in full but *[] do enjoy this one.
* Hey you watched it too? I like the idea that the sister was a toddler and she wanted to play together with the brother's toys. Then she grew up and took the toys from the brother. It's a good premise. There is no bad guys. Just a difference of perceptions.
Yes, about time we change our views when comes to the absolutes of good and evil. The story has its merits. The Alternate Reality is really neat. Now I am trying to imagine what actually happened between the siblings and how that was turned into the world of Lego.
It is pretty much like what is happening to Al Araf 7:7, Sparta 4964 and The Adjoining Croissant. To an average person, all they see are a bunch of figurines and a Feng Shui ship. Unknowingly to the rest of the population there is a hidden world revolving around those objects.
I can see that world and I'm sure you can see it too. I don't play with figurines. Not since I was a little boy but I do love talking to them. It's a whole new dimension altogether.
I don't think I am being a kid when I do that. I talk to matters. I can't do that when I [] a kid. Yes I talked to them but they don't talk back. It's a different experience. Nowadays the experience is pretty much enhanced. Is my imagination becoming more vivid? Or is it that I had uncovered a secret that was granted to us when we were fresh and innocent?
The things that I normally practice are to see the world from the eyes of a child and to suspend judgment. It's getting harder to do because Lizzie is the opposite of me when come to our thinking styles. She believe in pattern. Thus she will make a conclusion based on recurrence. That is why she doesn't want me to work. I tried a few times and I failed. Therefore I cannot work.
It is a sad thing because as much as I am a proponent of Fuzzy Thinking, Lizzie is an Absolute Thinker. Worse, what she concluded will then be deemed as the de facto. So no point arguing with her. Due to that I tend to be a follower instead of a leader.
The thing is, her formula is a safe formula. Mine is risky. She is interested to be safe than successful. Otherwise I can always take the risk to pursue success. Unfortunately she controls the resources. Serve me right. I depleted my resources to the hilt until I can no longer expand. So in the end she controls the game.
That is why whether it was Monopoly or Chinese Checkers, she always won in the end.
So the lesson from Lizzie is, better to be safe than take risk to be successful. I begin to believe in that now. Being safe is a long distance run. I was using a sprint formula for a long race. It doesn't work. The objective is just to finish the race rather than winning a prize. So rather tha[t] rebel against a proven formula, I just follow her Path.
We are a team actually. Because she is in the driver's seat, I can sit back and enjoy the ride. Not that I want it to happen that way but then, her formula works. So in a way Socrates was right:
So baby, I have to admit again... Women are superior than men. It is proven in the bonobos and lions matriarch societies. It is more harmonious with the female in charge. I am so lucky to have 3 women in the house. So is that luck or what? If it is, then I am a very lucky man indeed. Including you I have 4 aces. That is a clean sweep baby, unless there is a flush. So far that person is Chedet. It's not just a flush, it's a Royal Flush.
I have to raise my glass to the Old Coot, he is indeed the Vader 7:7. If only he knew who he is. Well, we are playing on two different tables. On this side of the room, I am a clear winner. He may be a High Roller, but I am Born Winner.
Plus I fucked more pussies than him. He only got one lousy piece of ass.
So far I am happy holding 4 aces. I can never have a flush to start with. That is not my Path. I have no son and I don't have a very tranquil wife. Me as a person is not a poker player. I am an X Factor. You don't see an X Factor playing poker. We are not good at bluffing. Chedet bluffs a lot. Looking back, not all his vision are successful. He failed every step of the way considering he had massive resources at his disposal.
I on the other had created something out of nothing. From a disadvantage upbringing I turned my life around. I created a whole life out of my ability to think positively. I am truly the student of Napoleon Hill; Think and Grow Rich. My fate to[] a 180 degree turn because I decided to pursue a higher goal, the afterlife.
I didn't expect to pay for that aspiration with my whole life. If there is a God greater than me who deny me my right to be the Almighty, then let him fight his own battle with Iblis and claim that he is the Almighty. Otherwise grant me the passage to White Space.
I'm not going to bicker about what had happened to me the past 20 years but I do expect a better reward in the afterlife for the sacrifice I had made.
Fair enough?
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And just like that 2 hours is up.
I am totally satisfied with this posting. It is worthwhile for me to stay awake rambling myself away. I had achieved much in terms of insight on the movie, my past and Chedet. I have no regret for what had happened.
OK, here is the real lullaby:
Goodnight Sarah, we ARE going to White Space. Nobody going to deny that. That is our right.
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