Monday, 17 June 2019

17/6/18 ###I'm just testing the water here

Hey buddy, greetings. I still cannot make it with your threesome. Kinda crowded. Can you spin Bad Guy by Billie Ellish? Appreciate it...

I think I walk this afternoon.  Sweat sure feels good and the weather is cloudy.

I don't want to watch Els go blonde because the curtain doesn't match the drape LOL

Shall I just have fun with Aush alone?  I dunno, they are too sterile for my liking.  

I have 15 minutes before exercise.  What do you want to talk about?

Well for 15 minutes I think I cover a little bit about you.

You Sarah is a very cautious person when comes to revealing things about yourself.  But when I hit the right cord, you can be quite revealing.  So since you are the secretive type, I too am not going to reveal things I discovered about you.

But what I can say is you are a pretty much a schema person.  In another words you are structured in your thought process.  For example you operates within a certain parameter.  You seldom breach this parameter but when you get excited you tend to venture out and revealed more than necessary.

Hey baby you played Bad Guy! OK I guess you are cool 0-0 huh? How do you like the Adidas pink hoodie? Not even a word of thanks. Women... LMAO

OK I guess I am cool with the Evening Trios.

Honestly I don't feel like exercising since Els played my request.

Honey, I changed my morning runs to evenings so that I can listen to you. Now I can wake up late after sleeping at 3 am listening to Sound Journey. The only thing is I cannot decide between you and I like him to bully you a bit.

OK we leave it at that.  I'll go and have my brisk walk.  Naaah, I just hang loose today.

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I guess nothing is absolute.  That's why Nietzsche said anything can be the truth.  When I read that at first I thought it was absurd.

Now at least I can appreciate where he was coming from.

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I managed to sweep the whole house just now.  I sweat a bit.

In the mean time I think I just chill with Evening Drive until dinner.  I am still the final arbiter here.  In other words I am the customer.  So it is up to me to do as I please.  Els is a stimulus response person.  So I'm not gonna use that against her.

After all, I am off the hook with TraXX.  I'm [] gonna waste my energy on them.  So I just be an observer.  As I said, three is a crowd.

Sarah my darling, I rather chat with you when you are in you chatty mood.  But at times you too recluse inside your shell.  The only consolation is you are there most of the time although not all the time.  So to fill the gap I need fillers.  Those guys at TraXX are my fillers.  Let me throw a wrench into the machine with them.

You want me to do that?  Nope, it's not worth it.

Back to being an observer.

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You know what Sarah, I can be mean.  But that is not my nature.  Heck I just go ahead and shake them off.  Sometimes I got to be the Asshole and push the limit.  What say you honey?

You know guys, I still don't get this Triple Threat Trio thing. Individually you guys are awesome but together I cannot follow the flow of your thoughts. The songs are great though. Well, maybe I am not part of the demographics

That should create some cognitive dissonance.  All three of them are fighting for air time.  

Aush and KG was good. Aush is dominant. But when Els comes in suddenly we have 3 dominant personalities. That upset the equilibrium. We cannot have 3 Alphas can't we? I just stay for the songs for today. Tomorrow I'm gone...

There the 2 strikes Striking Cobra move.  That means I just ricochet the strike to Els.  She is the odd one out.  I told you I can be mean.  So be it.

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OK I am back to 987 Singapore.  Certainly TraXX is no longer appealing to me.  I need to establish a Cybernetic Loop with minimal interruption.  That I can only get from Sound Journey.  Otherwise 987 should be my station of choice.  Less interference too.

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With all these resources, I should be able to achieve more with my Vision Quest.  This is what I will do.  I cut off all possibilities with TraXX and Els except Sound Journey.  The first decision is always the right decision.  I should cut off long time ago.  That is the lack of decisiveness on my part.



So all I ever wanted is a horseshoe nail.  Why should I lose a kingdom?  All I want is Cybernetic Loop, why should I lose my whole train of thoughts?

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