>>>#26/6/19 Now is get away from the madness

It's been 20 years of madness, now is the time for me to scrape away all those crazy thoughts and focus on becoming a totally sensible person.

Next week I am meeting Dr Amarpreet.  What do I tell her?  I am improving.

For one I am no longer concern with the things I cannot see or hear.  I want to maintain a level of sanity where I am in the present and now.

Those that I envisioned happening in the future are just thought projections.  I am not interested in that.  I want to aim for things I can achieve within my lifetime.

So I do away with philosophy and concentrate on personal empowerment.  I am not interested in things beyond the 5 senses.

I do however acknowledge they exist; God, afterlife, the Adjoining Croissant and the epiphanies.  I just don't want to dwell in them.  I only want to pursue my goals.

As far as I am concern the rest are put at a constant.  That's the only way I can put my mind on the present.

If I dwell too much in philosophy I still not progressing physically.  What counts for me now is the physical attainment.  That is being a man fully functioning.  That is to be God in my book.

A God that talks but not taking action is nothing more than a talking head.  He is of no use to anybody.  I can do that as a Cracker Jack Consultant.  What I want to be is a man of action.  Now, that takes effort on my part.

Tomorrow, once again I will attempt to complete W7D3.  I will keep persisting because I am a Cleaner by the virtue of my action.

DON'T THINK, JUST DO.

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What a feeling it is to weigh 57 kg.  To be able to run, run, run and run.  I have to persist.  The diet is the bedrock to the daily grind.  Without proper diet I am hungry and I will not able to run.  My pivot is running.

Tonight I will sleep at 11:00 pm again.  I surely can get use to it.

I need to get the momentum going.  It sure feels good to sleep early and to wake up early.  I better get used to this routine.  I am on a Vision Quest for a Virtual Perfection.

Not for anybody else, purely for my own indulgence.

Sarah, you too are back to your routine aren't you?

No worries baby, I know you read my posting whenever you can. 

So if I can scale down the basic elements, I want health and happiness.  That I achieve by being thin and fast.  To do that I should weigh 57 kg and run a 10 km/hour marathon.  All I got to do is watch my diet and exercise.

I will do it honey.  We make it together.  We got 5 months to achieve our goals.  Already I won over the 3 Cs.  Now is to win the day EVERYDAY for the next 5 months.

Let's hope tomorrow the pain subsides.

I want to run so badly.

Well time to sleep Sarah.

Here is your lullaby:

Goodnight Sarah.  We can do it baby.  As long as I have you I am very certain of my success.

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