Becoming Athlete4Life 29.5.19: >>>#22/6/19 A Cleaner is a person of action

Saturday, 22 June 2019

>>>#22/6/19 A Cleaner is a person of action

When think of a Cleaner, I think of Clint Eastwood and his various movie characters. A Cleaner is also a male archetype.

I believe a woman Cleaner is somebody like Jennifer Lawrence in the Hunger Game or the Red Sparrow.

There are plenty I can think of; Maria Sharapova, Kara Goucher, Cher, Meryl Streep, Michelle Rodriguez, J Lo, Taylor Swift and Paula Radcliffe.

Still my favorite woman Cleaner is Rebecca Ferguson.

I remember Ameezan once told me that in a Microsoft Conference which was held among the staff, he crashed in a discussion between two colleagues; a guy and a girl.

He asked, "So what are you guys talking about?"

The guy said, "Oh nothing, we were talking about anal sex". The girl just snickered.

He came back and told me the story, "Wow those people in Microsoft are so open. They talked about anal sex as if it is nothing".

I didn't have a heart to tell him that it was a sign to tell him to buzz off LOL.

Sponge Bob Square Pant has better sense than him, Mr "Alpha Male".

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My point is I am done with all the games out there. I just want to concentrate on my own inner game. All these various facades people put to tee themselves up does not interest me anymore.

I had showed you that it is easy to be a dickhead. Now is to not be one. That takes effort.

I had spent 1 year building Els. Too tight I break her, too loose she slips by. I can simpl[e] crushed her confidence but I choose to make her shine.

Same goes with my kids. It took me a lifetime to build them. All it takes is just one wrong move on my part and I scar[e] them for life.

At times I do want to tongue lash them especially Princess who is pretty authoritative and more than once irritate me but I just let it pass.

What is the rule then?

The general guideline to reprimand a person is if after you do it you feel good, then that is not right. It has to be for them to feel good like what I did with Els. With Double D, that was payback and setting the example for others not to mess with me.

Even that I don't feel good doing it. But since you want to see how it is done, I showed it to you.

So far I have been obliging haven't I? Should you want me to send you my dick pic, that too I will oblige HAHAHA.

I am in general a good person. But as mentioned in the Relentless 13, I have a dark side that cannot to be tamed.

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Now I begin to think that you too should accelerate to be a Cleaner although I think you are a non risk taker. Other than that you have what it takes to be at the top of you game. You got the brain, the attitude, the prowess, the willingness and honey the one thing I cannot match, THE COMMITMENT.

Let's do this together:

You watch my back. I need a partner. Somebody I can train together. The main thing about taking action is it is so repetitive. The daily mental and physical grind might bore you. I can do it over and over again writing about the same stuff because that is affirmation.

However I am a bit concern that you may not able to take it. Another way I can do it is switch to Evernote for my affirmation and only write here when I have something insightful to talk about. I would prefer one platform for everything because I want it to be spontaneous.

Like right now I just want to ramble because I had been working the whole day.

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OK I guess you not going to go for the Cleaner yet. As I said, work towards being a Closer. Let's review the chart again:

Hmmm... If I map this chart to my dealings in TraXX, I say I am already a Cleaner. Even prior to that I had been acting as a Cleaner. It is only when comes to to the Vision Quest I am a Cooler.

Therefore until I am a Closer as an Athlete4Life, I should take one step back.

As a consultant I am a Cleaner because I had been doing it as a professional a third of my life. As an Athlete4Life I definitely have to start here: