15/6/19 ***The State of Being

Let's use this diagram as our main theme:

That will be the basis of my existence.  I will be covering the 4 areas in my course of establishing my being.

If I am God and I am done with my work, then the emphasis should be toward the attainment of my highest order which is becoming the Athlete4Life.  I can do that as a routine as much as I am "automating " my diet with a set of meals I eat regularly.

In that sense Athlete4Life is by rote.  Thus I need to have a set of habits to achieve my aspiration.  I need stability in order for me to change; The First Paradox Principle.

Same goes with the future.  I need a stable future to achieve a dynamic present.  Now that I got that sorted out, I have nothing else to think about other than my present.

If not because of the constant pain I have on my right arm and wrist, I will be on track again.  I hope the problem is temporary.

So where do we go from here?  I want to continue being a Free Radical.  If before this I minimized my network and range, this time I want to minimize the rules that I live by.

In this case I want to take it easy with my diet and exercise.  However the pull factors are achieving 57 kg and training for the 2020 Marathon.

I have to admit that of all the things, I cannot (or prefer not to) let go of my 3-in-1 coffee and rice.  I took both today.  True enough I felt good.

Which means, I got to do 16/8 LCHF lunch and I have to exercise everyday.  I had not done both.

Other things I can let go.  I can let go of the External Affairs and also Sparta 4964 which is now the Adjoining Croissant.

What's left is diet and exercise while at the same time managing my physical pain.

Occasionally I have to deal with house chores and handle some research work.

So that's it!  You don't have to be with me all the time because the scope of things I talk about is very narrow.  I don't want you to get bored.

I however will still ramble because I need the positive affirmation to motivate myself.  Currently I am doing that in Evernote.

This self-talk is important to me.  Actually, while I am talking to you, I am talking to myself as well.  I may be a loner but I am a loud thinker.

I will be more than happy blasting my thoughts in Evernote, but I think somebody is monitoring my Evernote as well.  So what difference does it make?  I am being constantly monitored anyway.

I might as well write right here.

I had achieved my potential as God.  Now is to realized my potential as Man Fully Functioning.

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