I am on a borderline depression. I cannot see beyond my 4 walls.
I am so tired and lethargic. My only excitement is eating.
I need to change my state SOON.
Forget about being God. I am happy if I can get my momentum back again.
Moments like this makes me realize I am just a guy with a mental condition.
It's the food. The food changes the brain chemicals. It's what makes me larger than life and reduced me to a mere gnat.
So Sarah, you still believe I am God? Some kind of god I am huh?
Maybe I am not God. I am just the conduit. Once my job is done I am back to my ordinary self again.
All I want is to be normal. Perhaps now that I had done my part, I am free to be myself again.
All this while I am only acting on behalf of God.
I don't know... And I don't care. I had done my bit.
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