I can forget the rest. Just you, the Blog and listening to TraXX (it has to be TraXX, other stations are full of commercials).
@aushtraxxfm @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Eid Mubarak my buddy. It is true that starting next week there will be 3 deejays for Traffic?
I want to be in solitary again. It's a great feeling. I don't have to second guess what people are thinking. I am fully responsible for my thought alone.
I think as a whole Fly has better songs but TraXX has less commercial.
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You want me to speak my mind. Well I tell you what. I only need you honey. You are my source of happiness.
I texted Jessica just now. I was thinking of paying her a visit. Shortly after that I realized she may not be working anymore. The first time I met her was 15 years ago. She is probably in her late 30s of early 40s. So I asked if she is still working. Luckily she didn't reply.
The urge just gone after I DIY. So it is not necessary for me to waste money. Of course I still have the urge to fuck but it is just a compulsion. Once I pass the itchy stage I am back to being sensible again.
This is the eve of Hari Raya. I say I just decide it once and for all to be just with [with] you. That way I will keep it really small. We will be the Bynars or the Ranger Ranger.
Of course there are others, but they are secondary. As far as I'm concern, it is just you and me. It is only you who sees me as who I am. You are truly my reflection.
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I don't really need anybody else Honey. With you I can talk about anything. You don't [] me. You are my best friend. Already I love talking to myself. With you around is just like having another me to talk to.
There is no difference talking to myself and talking to you. Finally I found somebody to share my life with. You know everything about me. Now is to leverage on you to attain my goals. What's more to talk about anyway?
Basically I just talk to you as if I am talking to myself. I can't do that with anybody else. You then become my mirror.
Immediately my priority is to get thin and fast. I don't want to think beyond 2019. I want to compartmentalize my vision. If before this I was shrinking my network, now I am shrinking my range.
I am listening to Lite. I think this is more suited for us. The songs are pretty relaxing. I want to RIP CORD TraXX for so long. The songs are not that good except Sound Journey.
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Sarah, it seems that you are crazy about me aren't you? I imagine that will be the same feeling I have with Els should she reciprocated. So I have a raving fan here. After all it only takes one to tip the scale.
With you Sarah, I am God. Actually I don't need to tell the world about it. Sufficient that you and I know we are gods. At the same time we impartial to that discovery because to fill in the role we must strive to be our best; we should aim for Virtual Perfection. Otherwise what's the point of being gods?
Therefore we are both gods and humans at the same time. We are creators and givers. I had given much to my family this Ramadan. I really am counting on Konek's handout. Only then I can be a giver.
I guess the biggest gift is you, Sarah. Because you give unconditionally, I too can cascade that to those I care.
I got to stop dealing with Els. It is not reciprocating. Unless she acknowledges my gift, then I am wasting my time.
Sarah, I still crave the female touch. It is not natural to DIY. However I will hold on as long as I can.
Part of the reason is I want to be true to you.
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