11/6/19 ^^^Time to move on

I'm not going to look back at what I wrote anymore.  I will move forward.  What I wrote in the pa[r]t will stay in my past.

I decide to live in the present.

"Sha, don't forget your past."

What do you mean Iblis?

"The past is the one that defines who you are," said Iblis.

So what you saying is what happened in the past was true?

"That's right Sha," Iblis replied.

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This is what I'm gonna do...  I'm gonna take out the God question entirely out of the equation.  It is immaterial to my existence.  Since everything is god then it is as good as no god.

I am so fed up with the concept that it makes no difference to me.

 Thoughts are things.  I had projected my thoughts on Sparta 4964.  Therefore it is real to me.  If you think you can make it any better then go ahead.  I think it is a perfect invention.

Even Sparta 4964 agreed with the design.

I think I am experiencing cognitive dissonance about the whole thing.

Fuck...  

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