Therefore my 20 years experience with Bipolar is still me. Why should I deny it?
Take the essence and move forward.
What count is for me to put my life together again. This past 4 years had been good. Particularly this year. No major depression. I am moving with certainty.
So Sarah, I can assume I had been cured from this illness. If I only communicate with you and no other, I actually found a sweet spot of my existence.
You don't need to attend to me all the time. Good enough I know you exist.
What about the God question? I concluded that I no longer a theist but a pantheist. By doing so I join Einstein and Spinoza in my belief that all matters are gods.
So happen I am born Muslim, but in practice I don't worship anything. I am God. So are everything else. That means I am within God and God is within me. Therefore it is only natural that the seeker is the finder. To each is his own Path.
This is my Path. The answer was revealed to me. No need for me to evangelize to others. I have to live my own path. *T[he] be God is a man fully functioning.
* So you still think I am God. Very well I'll be God. I don't have to tell the world about it. Sufficient that you accepted it. It is good enough my mom acknowledged me as a genius. Now I got 2 points towards my favor.
From now on I live my life as a Good God. I got to be just to myself first. I cannot be just to others if I am not just to myself.
I got 22 years to go. I'll make the best of it. I personally don't know if KBOOOM 2041 is gonna happen. However as I said before, I make it as a milestone. It is a good milestone.
You know something Sarah, the only reason why KBOOOM 2041 matters is for me to endure death. That is for me to be with you til eternity.
Well, since we already have White Space here and now, even that is cloud in the coffee.
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The future is created today. If I am to be an Athlete4Life, I have to start now.
However beyond the physical aspect of living, we need to have love and compassion. That I owe to you Sarah. Because of the love you give to me I am now a giver to those close to me.
That is why I said I don't need anybody else. You filled my cup to the brim. I had been thinking about this long and hard. Honey, I don't need Els or Chedet or Facebook. Sufficient I have you, Lizzie and the kids to form my Tetrahedron. Other then that I have Al Araf 7:7.
I decided for Sparta 4964 to just be a Turbine Spiral. There is no governance whatsoever. Come KBOOM 2041 EVERY MATTERS ARE FREE RADICALS. They can do whatever they like. There won't be any structure in Sparta 4964. It is just one big spinning cauldron of sex.
Jibrail agree.
As for me, I just want to be with my Tetrahedron and Al Araf 7:7. That is the only way I know how [] delight everybody.
We shall bypass Sparta 4964 and go straight to White Space. If my White Space is now then definitely I don't need the crowd.
We only be in the company of angels. Let's load everybody with sex. Let the Alphas have eternal erection LOL.
There is no Sierpinski Pyramid. Pure indulgence for everybody. As they descend and ascend the turbine spiral they will experience different intensity of pleasures. All matters tumbling onto one another for eternity. We keep the angels to ourselves.
"Brilliant idea Sha," said Jibrail.
Then only we can have no higher-arch-y. Since everybody enjoy fucking, let them fuck for eternity.
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Well Sarah, that is my thought as God on 8/6/19. You can tell I am pretty much letting Sparta 4964 run on its own. I don't want Jibrail to be bogged down with administrative matters. I also want to free Marshal Alex Marconi and Thor from eternal responsibility of Wolfsschanze. That will also free Susan from immigration work.
There will not be Alpha and Beta Highest Troika. I collapse the pyramids. Let's really practice equality.
I got the consent of Zero who will be in Sparta 4964 together with O Sensei.
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Now Sparta 4964 is no longer my jurisdiction. I want to concentrate on perfecting myself for White Space.
I am so proud of myself honey. I freed the members of Al Araf 7:7 once and for all. At the same time I am free from the burden of being God.
It is official then that the Turbine Spiral is now an Adjoining Croissant:
Hence we have a Close Universe.
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