5/6/19 ###My Hari Raya is finally over

No more pigging baby.  I ate so much just now.  Everything was so delicious.  I had 4 servings in total.  The Rendang Tok and the peanut sauce were better than the the one we bought.  Of course it's like hitting a jackpot.

In addition they had Sambal Goreng Pengantin (Bride's Fried Chili Paste).  It's made of beef, lung, liver and shrimp.  A rare treat.  Only the Javanese cook this:

They also had Sambal Sotong (Squid Chili Paste).  Another rare treat during Hari Raya.

Now you know why it is only once a year we eat like this.  All are High Carbs High Fat food.

My tummy is bulging again.

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Say, I can speak my mind right?  Well at this point I think I want to live an ordinary life.  When I say that I mean to keep my feet to the ground.

It feels good to be ordinary.  The grandiose thoughts were who I was when I was struggling with Bipolar.  In reality I am a pretty ordinary guy.  I just want to be loved and to love back.  I don't need anything fancy.  Just a simple life.

I will keep making it simple but not simpler.  It was very complex when we had the Dead General's Club.  Now that they are gone, things are less intense.

Given a choice I don't want any part of Sparta 4964.

So we just manage things that are real.

I am sleepy honey.

Let's listen to a lullaby:

The title is Keindahan Alam (The Beauty of Nature).

Goodnight baby, I love you so much.

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