For one things this realization is only for me. Not for anybody else. If I was required to tell people about it, then I already did.
The main point here is how do I proceed with my life knowing I am God. What do I do with this new realization?
Well for one I know that my life will be OK from this point on until eternity. Therefore as stated by the First Paradox Principle:
Positive Change Requires Significant Stability
What it means to me is that now I can move with certainty towards constructive destruction knowing that my future is set.
I can do anything that I wish because my destiny is predetermined.
For one thing, I have a target to achieve. I need to sustain my life for at least another 22 years.
In another word I have 22 years of time to spend productively. It's like saying you were given a certain amount of cash to spend. How will you spend it?
Well for sure I need to spend my cash wisely. I can splurge but if I do that I will not be worthy to be the Winner of the Golden Ticket. I need to be responsible.
Whatever you do, wherever you are, the only thing that doesn't change is you. Same thing when you go for a vacation. The scenery may change, the people you meet are different, but you remain the same.
Since White Space remain the same, the only way to change is not the place but you. You must change instead of the place or the destination because it is you who had arrived. So you cannot change t[o] place, you can only change yourself.
Assuming this is White Space, how will you change in relation to your destination? Will you still remain the same or will you adapt to the destination. Will you remain the same when you are in Sahara as compared to you in Siberia? Of course you adapt.
As I mentioned, White Space is a Place in Time as well as the State of Mind. Many people do not realize th[at] are in White Space because they are not aware that White Space is no[t] and they are gods.
I cannot take the same approach because I KNOW it is now and I AM God.
Therefore I need to seize the day. I need to make use of the 22 years and I need to be my very best. Why do I want to be any lesser? I got the best of time and I got the best of me NOW. I no longer have to worry about pleasing others and I am now free to be who I want to be.
Until Ramadan is over, I shall remain as Sharudin the Sloth. Once that ends, I shall become the God I intended to be once again.
In order to be a man fully functioning, we have to be a good animal - Robert Frost
To do that, I only need to express myself instead of impressing others.
That is the answer that I had been looking for. I just focus on being my best. I don't need to waste time and effort to help others. I only need to be the person I intended to be; a human being.
The mistake I made in the past was I tried to awaken everybody. I should not do that. I just shine.
After all, everybody is responsible for his/her own line. All I need to do is follow my own Path. That all I need to do, stay on course.
What this means is I don't need to be meddling in External Affairs at all. I only need you, Lizzie, the kids and Al Araf 7:7.
Then I play with my little pet, Els. Does that make me happy? Yes indeed. I am already on permanent vacation with this combination.
So it is worthwhile *[] keep this formation without having to make it anymore complex.
* Yes baby, we include Els in. She does make my day. She will be on the 5-9 show.
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